Just no. at 11:11 PM

I've always prided myself with being a rather nonconforming individual.  You know?  I was always the smartest in my class, also the laziest.  I love things that most haven't even heard of, and I have a job that doesn't pay monthly, or even weekly, and I LIKE that job.  I've also always been into the conspiracies.  I even aspired to do be an activist, for years it was something I had hoped to be. 

After watching Zeitgeist and Zeitgeist 2, I finally came to a conclusion about myself.  I don't WANT to know any of this.  Whether it be true or not, I want nothing to do with it!  Its too much for one person to deal with, and I don't want my girlfriend to get caught up in it either.  We're too passionate about the things we do, if we get caught up in all that, I just KNOW we'll forget about our own lives.  I can't have that...

I believe.  In a lot of things, actually.  These movies haven't affected my judgment on Religion, but it has on a lot of things.  I already didn't like the government, and now its just so much worse in my eyes after hearing about how our economy works.  But through it all, I know this: There is more to life than the big picture.  So many people lose themselves in the big picture that the world doesn't need anymore.  I myself am not going to become one of these people, nor will I stand by and let the ones I love get consumed by it.

From this day forth, I'm dedicating my life to making enough of myself to move out with my friends and family, to a place without such a clusterfuck of labor and money required for an even STANDARD level of living.

In other news, the contest at the site I work at is almost over.
The site for those who don't know is www.onfps.com

Um.  Rant = Over, obviously.  I'm heading to bed in a few, so I'm out.

Also, I just discovered this new internet browser called Flock.  Its pretty useful for people like me with a billion different sites signed up in my name.  Integrated mail checker and such.  You should check it out, its based on the Gecko engine.  (Which is what FireFox uses, in layman's terms).

Alright
PBWYATHIS,
Joshua "Jacksterson" Elmendorf

PS.  I absolutely LOVE that sun I made from my dream.  I'm gonna come up with a name for it soon, and it'll be my logo for things.  So expect some kind of new signature or something someday.